Puahshermain

2010-01-23T14:08:00.001+08:00

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BYE

2009-12-22T12:25:00.001+08:00

I'll be closing my blog :) Should be hosting somewhere else if i re-open. Byebye.

TGIF

2009-12-18T13:31:00.007+08:00

Yup! I stayed up last night, but to do meaningful stuffs. Danielle left her "Being a happy teen" book with me. I read the first 65 pages of it last night till 1 plus. Very good book! I will finish it later :) I've finished packing CG members christmas prezzies too!

12 days in Korea. 26 Nov - 7 Dec. Let the photos speak :) I know its very lag but i've been busy so.. sorry! The rest are @ Fb though.

@ Lotte World wiv the Korean band. However, I don't know their name! Where's Mama? Hmm..

@ The Emperor's Palace.

@ The top of Huang Shan.

Animal tour @ Everland

Wearing their Hanbok..? ( Correct? ) @ Kimchi School

@ Teddy Bear Market!

@ The falls. This is moutain water k! Don't play play. However, it tastes the same. Its all in the mind..

@ The orange picking farm

Wiv the Cutest oranges!

@ Jeju

Before heading to take the cable car up to Huang Shan.

Baibai! Uploading wasn't that bad :) Thank God.

BEASHRIMP

2009-12-17T12:50:00.009+08:00

I'm getting mental again. Shuckssss. Anyway, haihai :) Finaaally had a good night of rest. Phewww. I just went shopping, short one. But, spent quite a lot ): Sucksttm! Bought heels, two leggings and got two belts free!

Yesterday was great! Met Denise and Danielle @ Woodlands :) Had LJS!! Meal + 2 extra cheese. Second cheese only used half. Poo.. The person very stingy. Cheese giv wely little, ice also giv so little! I asked for two cups of ice for De. But, he only gave half half each cup. Got fedup and almost ask him, Can giv somemore? / Give me another cup of ice -.- Aiya, but i didn't. Bus'd earlier to church for De. As usual, we camwhored like nobody's business. After that, we practically walked around the whole school. Plussss it was so hot that evening. Omgz. Had our ushers meeting. Like.. so long laaa. Ushers are the most important people :) Bf said i'll do great. Hehe. Ogay, i've decided what to wear. Yay! Headed home ard 11 and bby slept already.

In his world, Michael has it all under control. New to his job, marriage and fatherhood, he appears to be capable of juggling the conflicting demands of life.

To his homemaker wife, Sally, Michael is a loving and devoted husband and father. To his boss, he is a model worker. But beneath this facade, Michael is buckling under the pressures of life.

He finds a way to cope. It's the only way he knows how to show love to the people in his life. But before long, he loses grip again. What will he do next? Is this what love is?

Inspired by a true story, come discover what love is through a night of music, dance and drama.

Date: Saturday, December 19, 2009
Time: 6:00pm - 9:00pm
Location: 20 Woodlands Drive 17 (Off Woodlands Ave 1) Christ Church Secondary School, Singapore

ONEDANCE

2009-12-16T14:56:00.004+08:00

Hai people! Time check: 3:00 :)

Two more hours and ciao, i'm going to meet Danielle for dinner then we're off to ushers meeting! I'm used to ushering. I find it very interesting. Haha! You can observe what other people wear and then say nice things to them :) Side track, it has been raining for 10 mins and i just realised it now. Omg. I kept feeling water droplets on my hand but i didn't think it was the rain. Ok, anywayy, my blog has a crown!! Look @ my url. Hehehe. Chiottm. K whatever. Oooh, i changed my cbox too! Please click 'Set name' > Key in your temp name/ make an acc > Tada! & tag me :) Guys and girls, if you are really bored. Go make a http://www.chatango.com/ account. The people there are REAL friendly, maybe a little over friendly. They will entertain you to talk, seriously. But, please still mind the online rules hor. Don't give out personal info, blah blah. :)

I'm craving for shaker friesss. I'm craving for LJS. I want the cheesy fries and chips combo.. I think i will have that for dinner later :) Going to get my bangle too. I'm still very angry and upset cuz i lost my F21 bangle!! ): I'm really very very very careless. Deciding how much i should bring out.. I should really save already.

Currently using my old laptop which screen is poo... HUGE! At least bigger than my Lenovo one la. The words on my blog look like ants here but on my other one it looks perfectly fine. Too lazy to change l: Poooo.. Bored to the max! Finished watching Step up just now. Seriously, their language is cool to the max!! Luv it.

xoxo, baibai.

2009-12-15T12:09:00.004+08:00

Still upset that you didn't reply my messages. But, what can i do? It was my fault from the beginning. I sometimes wonder why i just can't get my words through my stupid brain before saying it out. Insomnia, insomnia. Much expected anyway cuz i can never sleep with things on my mind. Body clock pretty much screwed up now. I shall have some rest later on. I find myself hating everything when nothing seems right. But i shouldn't be la. Dang. Today will be boring. Boring!!

"Sometimes you just have to sit through all the shit that you don't want to, to get to the things that you love. Having your heart broken is going to hurt no matter if you anticipated it coming."

Ps./ Bby, i miss you tonsss

SETMEONFIRE

2009-12-14T17:20:00.001+08:00

Love is either unconditional or it's no love. You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances. But love accepts no boundaries. So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause, love comes from God.

"Love is..." is going to be a greaaat show/play :) I read through the script. Very nice! Great job to the production team. Can't wait can't wait for Saturday. Am part of the usher team. Hehe. I should really just record me saying, "welcome welcome, have a great evening!" Aha! Oh! Anyone want me ask you out this Sat for the event? ^^

I want heels so badly! I want heelsss!! *Grumble grumble.* ): Seriously, so so so badly. Sigh sigh sigh.. K, i will get it someday. Watched another episode of Hi my sweetheart and Momo luv. I hope Sunday arrives soon so that I can watch another episode. This Sat episode of Momoluv is worth the watch, cuz i watched it already. Hiakhiak. Btw, my lappy has gone way crazy. It keeps repeating few linesof words over and over again which is super irritating! Bf say my comp have virus and i have to restart it. Wthwthwthwthwth. But! I can't restart it. Dangdangdangdang. I shall have to make do with not having sound on my lapt then. I got so crazy with twitter, i downloaded Twim for my phone. Hehehe. Actually works real fine k :)

Ps./ Thank you soverymuch

QUOTE

2009-12-12T16:10:00.003+08:00

PS./ I WANT TO WATCH GLEE SO BADLY!!!!

--10mins later--
YES!! I found it!! Hahahaha! Let you watch it too :)

Dear, take care please. Rest more :) I luv you.

NOTASUPERWOMAN

2009-12-12T11:14:00.007+08:00

Grandma's birthday yesterday. She's the only one worthy of my respect here. If one day she's gone, I really don't know how i would live. She's my tower of encouragement, advise seeker. She was always there for me whenever something bad happens. I would shut myself up and after all those tears, she would come in and talk to me. I remember she used to bring my around to all places when i was young. Whenever i mentioned something i like, she would get it for me. God has really blessed me. I gave her a very pretty card and she said she luvs it. Hehe. I love you! God bless you many many (L)

Only know do i realise that i've been trying to act strong infront of everybody. I never showed anyone that i could cry, especially my family. But, actually, i do cry very easily nowadays. Don't laugh!

Its funny when your own advice doesn't seem to work for yourself. Its funny when everytime you try to "stand up", something makes you fall again. Its funny when the people you used to be so close with seem so distant. Its funny when you think you are trying to help but actually you're making it worst. Its funny when you're trying to knock some shyt of a person but the person doesn't give a damn. Its funny when someone ask you if you're okay when you're not and you can only say i'm okay.

Isn't that the only way? :) Whatever happens half way that becomes an obstacle to us, look at it in another way. Can't an obstacle also be a step to higher ground? Why look at things the bad way when it also has its good side? Why look at other peoples' flaws when you should be learning from the good points of them? Why take people for granted and when you lose them feel regretful?

Btw, I saw this heels in Korea. Chio to the maxxx!!

WISHES

2009-12-10T15:16:00.004+08:00

Eating so many sour plums. Extra sour! Am going to watch Autumn's Concerto since i've already watched Hi my sweetheart and Momo love. :)

I shall post some of the pictures i found and not be selfish. Hehe.

(via tiresome)

Uploaded trip photos. You know where to find it.. @ Fb!

2009-12-09T23:36:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Mama! ♥
Hope you enjoyed your birthday dinner! Thank you for all the things you did :) Thank you for not giving me so many house chores. Hiak hiak. Thank you for the love love :) Take care! God bless.

Happy birthday Bryan!
See you soon bro. Have an enjoyable birthday. Hope you be blessed with all good things :) God bless, ♥

Happy birthday Nicholas! Happy birthday Auntie Shirley!

idon'tgetit

2009-12-09T13:00:00.005+08:00

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Happy 16th (L) Hehe.

BACKFROMKOREA

2009-12-08T15:33:00.007+08:00

Pika.. Boo!

Hi, I'm back! :)
I miss Singapore, I miss Nadiy, I miss the quiet, I miss my gfs, I miss everything excepttt the hotness here. Damn, i'm super lazy to post pictures. Haha. Short post. Tired to the max. Anyway, i bought a lot of thingz. Hehe. I haven't adapted to the change back yet. I feel uber weird. Awwmanz.

“If a kiss were a raindrop, I’d send you showers. If hugs were a second, I’d send you hours. If smiles were water, I’d send you the sea. If love was a person, I’d send you me.”

Happy belated birthday Ziqi & Wan Theng :)

I'll update more :)
I keep hurting those who love me without realising it. Sorry.

Timecapsule

2009-11-25T14:53:00.002+08:00

Finally finished packing all the clothes, jacket, stuff. My luggage looks super small. Thank God for that. Phew. Don't worry. I'll buy you all nice stuff :) I should learn how to stop complaining. Haha. Love, i'll be back real soon. Don't worry so much. Take care of yourself. You are more important! :>

Head hurts to the max! Dang. I slept for two hours and it still hurts. Any remedies? *inserts super sad face.

2009-11-23T17:38:00.003+08:00

10 Are Yous

Are you single: Nope.
Are you happy: Not really at the moment. Some witch stole it.
Are you bored: Reason why i'm doing this.
Are you fair: Yes.
Are you indian: Nah.
Are you stupid: Nah.
Are you honest: Depends :)
Are you irish: Nah.
Are you nice: Yessss.
Are you asian: Yez.

10 Facts

Full name: Puah Shermain.
Nickname: Pan. :)
Birthplace: S'pore.
Hair colour: Black?
Hair style: Messy like wth.
Eye color: Black.
DOB: 7 May.
Mood: Mixturez. Sad, happy, angry, scared. &sad again.
Favourite colour: Magenta :)
One place you wished to visit: Bf's house. Muahaha.

10 facts about love

Been in love: Yes.
Believe love in first sight: Yup!
Currently have a crush: Nah.
Hurt emotionally: Yes to the max.
Broken someone's heart: Yes. Always!! >:( @me.
Have your heart broken: Sometimes.
Like someone but kept in heart: Nah.
Are you afraid of commitment: Nah.
Last person you hugged: Bf. I THINK..
Last person you said ILY: Bf too.

9 this or that

Love or lust: Love.
Cats or dogs: NONEEEE. Eww.
Best friends or regular friends: Best friend.
Creamy or crunchy: Creamy.
Pencil or Pen: Pencil.
Wild night out or romantic in: Romantic in.
Money or happiness: Happiness.
Night or day: Night.
IM or phone: IM.. &phone. Hiakhiak.

10 have you ever

Been caught sneaking out: I WISH! seriously.
Seen a polar bear: JASMINE!!
Done something you regret: Hm..
Jumpin: Huh? *stunned face.
Eat food that fell on the floor: Hm..
Eat an entire Jaw breaker: I think i have. Whats a jawbreaker, btw?
Been caught naked: N to the O!!
Wanted gf back: HAHA NO.
Cried becuz lost a person forever: Forever? Not yet.
Wanted to disappear: YES.

10 preference in love

Smile or eyes: Dm.
light or dark hair: Dark.
Hugs or kiss: Hugs.
shorter or taller: Sama sama.
Intelligence or attraction: Attraction.
Violent or pathetic: Violent :)
Older or younger: Same!
Outgoing or quiet: Outgoing
Sweet or bad: Both

9 have you's

performed in a large crowd: Yez. Scared the shit outta me.
Talk on the phone longer then an hour: Yesss.
Been to a rock concert: Yes. BUT I DON'T LIKE!
Cheerleading team: Nah.
Dance team: Nah.
Sports team: Yes.
Drama play or production: Drama.
Owned rich cars: Not rich = no rich cars.
In a rap video: Nooo.

9 Last

Last call you made: BF!!
Hugged: Bf..
Hung out: Church :)
Work: Office. Kuku.
Talked to: Bf.
You IM'd: Wan Theng.
Texted: Aisyah.
Movie: My sisters keeper w/ Jasmine. Kuku much.
Last person or thing you miss: BF ):

Happy Birthday Jasmine BFF!

Enjoy your birthday to the max! Missing all the camwhore, movie dates, phone calls, exploding msn chats, outings, talkings. All the arguments just made us closer and closer. Rmb to meet up soon and we'll laugh laugh like nobody's business. I miss you bff. May all your wishes come true. Have an enjoyable and blessed burstday, babe. luv you ♥

I will stay strong

2009-11-23T11:06:00.008+08:00

"Love is a sweet tyranny, because the lover endures his torments
willingly." -Proverb

When man says no it can't be done, You say yes it can be done. When man says no, You say yes :) Daddy God, bring me through all these. Muahmuah. Yes! I will endure all these shytz :) Easier said than done but heck. God is there. I'm greatest. Muahahaha. I keep hearing One Time when i'm bloghopping. Haha! So i changed mine :) Super oldiez. But nice + meaningful ^^

@Nadiy
♥ hi d :) thank you very much for everything these past months and months. saying all these is surely not enough to thank you. cuz you'll always be the one to get worried and be there for me every time without fail. you will always be there to check if i'm alright and to cheer me up. when something happens, you will be the first to phone me or run to me and ask if i'm alright and make sure i'm okay. you always will cheer me up and talk to me. that chance was worth it. remember that time in the bus when i was super down, you were the one who cheered me up and told me not to be scared. you told me to ignore all their nonsense and just don't care. you told me i was a good leader when i know i wasn't doing a good job. you always had a way with making me happy. hahahah! i've always told you what i want to say every month so i guess this is just a small part of it. please take care of your throat. remember to drink more water and don't eat those heaty stuff. while i'm away, pleaseeee don't fall sick. and remember what you promised :) and really. thank you so so much. luv you, xoxo :)

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing in everything you do

Copycats

2009-11-21T14:39:00.003+08:00

You have no rights to say whatever ok, bitch :)

I just went to see doctor. My neck is swollen because of my cough and flu. Nothing big. Boyfriend was super worried. Stop worrying already :) I think i just came here to say I'M OKAYYYYYYYY! WOOOOOOO! But still have to eat my meds. Stupid. But it doesn't make me drowsy. So, good good.

Oh! I'm going to Korea soon. Seriously dreading this trip. Praying that it won't be boring. Teehee. Its a good and bad thing anyhoo. More on the bad side though. Missing so many things when i'm off. Pfft. Ahh whatever. It will only be pathetic 11 days and wala! I'll be back. Can't waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait for 7thdec. Muahmuahh. And, if i cannot get to buy anything there, i will seriously not like the trip l:

Lastly,
Happy birthday Yi Cheen!
Have an enjoyable birthday and be blessed with good thingz :)

I will cherish our friendship and love you today, tomorrow, and forever. I will trust you and honor you, I will laugh with you and cry with you.
I will love you faithfully, through the best and the worst, through the difficult and the easy.
What may come I will always be there. As I have given you my hand to hold, so I give you my life to keep.

Such a sweet talker :)

2009-11-20T18:12:00.003+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog for 2 daysss. I've been sick. Hoho. Let me update you about my sickness from the head to the toe :)

My head feels like it's going to burst! Its not just outer pain but inner pain too.

My eyes are super sore and burning. It feels half closed. My eyes are super small already, btw! So if its half closed, cannot even see them. Feels like... my eyeballs have been put into the microwave for 5 minutes and straightaway stuffed into my eyes again.

My nose is running away soon. Pain to the max! I cannot stop rubbing them.

I sound like a goose. MALE goose! No longer Miss Shermain Puah but Mr Shermain Puah. I'm a gay too (Joke, get it?)

My neck feels like there is a lump on the left. It is super uneven!! But my sister keeps denying that its popped out on one side. Okay, even if its not popped out/ uneven, its very pain leh!

My body feels belyyyyyyyyy hot! Like heater.

My hands are freezing even though the fan is at 1 and there isn't any aircon and the windows are closed. I've no fever :)

My ankle feels detached from my body..

I'm coughing, having a flu, having sore throat, BUTTTT no fever! I have a superrrr boyfriend. Are you jealous? Hehe. I'm going to be fineeee. Stop worrying. You're becoming more like me. Even though it's not a bad thing to be me loh! Haha! Ohh. We're reminiscing about the past on how it all started. Very eggcited to continue after he's back! I figured out i didn't really accept just based on not wanting you to get hurt, my dear! You bathed with honey, i ate chilli. (Inside joke)

I want to thank Jasmine too! She played a part in this whole relationship. Everytime we quarrel, she will be peacemaker if she's there. Credits to her for the previous post. Hehe. Our secret! ^^V

"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden."

2009-11-20T18:06:00.001+08:00

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Extraordinary

2009-11-18T19:57:00.007+08:00

I deleted my eye sore post. Haha! Two days.. Finally over. Class chalet was da boomz. Luckily i sent my boyfriend home before we went to Costa. We weren't caught in the bombing part. Love was super worried when i told him about the bombing halfway because i didn't say i wasn't there yet. Hehe (L) I'm glad my classmates are not really injured. Phewwww. Hafiz had his most memorable 14th birthday with an extra bit more. Haha! Gave a pink watch with SB's fav subway cookies to Vigilia and a smiley plush which did its job at the chalet to Hafiz. Shared among Jessica, Jasmine and me.

Yeelin's letter cute! Haha! I sent love home. Really thank thank thank Quan Wei for his umbrella. Saved my boyf's health :) We were discussing random things. I love our small talks and big talks. He was uber nice and lent SM phone to message. Oh! High five! *winkwink. It's really great to have someone by your side when everything seems so wrong. If i had went home by myself tonight, it would be a tearing trip home. It's really nice to hear all those encouraging words and assuring promises. *Big big smile. He's becoming stronger emotionally and more mature. I realised it ok? :) You're the bezt boyfriend. Yup! I didn't waste that chance two months back and i opened my eyes to a great guy one year back. In fact, we quarrel quite often over minor stuff but it always draws us closer :)

Ps/ Female Love bear and male Love bear :D

This is super cute! Seriously. And its super sweet. Awww. Especially 1:07-1:22 :)

Endless forgiving

2009-11-14T23:01:00.007+08:00

Back to posting :)

I saw this on someone's blog. Sweet to the max la! *winkwink. Hehe. Finally it's monday :) Yesterday was the bezt. Met Jessica then went to church but it's so cold. Ogay, having ToGetHer marathon. Hot Shot was better though. This is random. Maybe bad things happen becuz it's the only way we can keep remembering what is the good like and not take for granted. Oh! I finished my camel nuts. Super yum to the max! :)

Danial, take care of yourself :) Thanks for the talk last night. It was really heart warming, you know. Must remember what you said to me ok? I know you will :> Muahmuahhhhhhhhh. Friends worry with a smile, lovers worry with a frown.

Happy Birthday Vigilia!
Hi SB :) Enjoy your day to the fullest ok! Remember even though we're in different classes now but we still haveto meet up more. I will not forget the camwhoring, lunches, laughing, phone calls :) Have a blessed birthday! God bless. (L)

Ecstatic

2009-11-12T12:39:00.009+08:00

I think i'm having my injection soon. Feeling super nervous (like real.) I always feel super scared the day i hear i'm getting injection. But when it comes to right before i get the injection, i'm super excited la! (Y) for me! Hahaha.

Oh! Another lame post k. Continued from last time. I forgot what number i stopped at so i will put it as 4.

#4 My fav sentence is 'You always always like this one leh!'.

And yes, you know who always me say that? My love.>: He will say some really crazy stuffz and make me go crazy too and i will talk super loud. Omg. All my wrinkles coming out already and i'm looking older and older! Aha.

# 5 I love squares.

Becuz the four edges of the square makes it very simple. And many other shapes started with the square right? It's really an amazing shape (Y)

#6 My fav colour is red.

A very pretty colour indeed. Red is boomz! And it shouts me! Ogay, nonsense. But red really is very boomz. (L)

#7 I luv kids.

I think children are really very adorable. Gifts from God :) They add colour to your life and make your home very lively.

Yup! That's all for now.
EDITTTTT :)

( Caution: This may sound super drama. Some content are not suitable for the weak- hearted. Ps. Some of it really exaggerating la! )
Unexpectedly!!! I felt super nervous before the injection and when i stepped into the doctor's office and saw her face, my first reaction was, DIEEEE ): Started crazily texting love. When i sat down, i knew straight in me it was confirm 100% plus chop going to be very very horrifying. As i expected, my heart was beating at a super fast speed and my hairs started to stand and cling on to one another like it was going to be plucked off by a super sticky tape. I tried to calm myself down by thinking of love and my past experiences with Mr. Needles. Sigh. However, i could only produce bad incidents with Mr Needles. Sad for me, he hasn't forgave me for breaking his heart and causing so much hurt to him and he was planning for revenge!! This day had finally arrived for him, he whispered to me and that he will surely give me hell. Due to my increasing heart beat, i started shivering. Mr. Needles let out a big laugh which went like muahahahahahahahaha and a shiver went down my spine. He screamed at me "You broke my heart and i'm going to let you have the worst of your life!" Mr Needles looked at his assistant, Miss Nurse who looked super #$%^& and #$%^& and $%^& and @#$%^&*. She forcefully pierced her husband, Mr Needles, into my soft skin and all the hairs around that area quickly ran to their mama(s). Due to the lack of defense in my arm, the pain arouse so quickly that a sharp pain was sent all over my body. Tears trickled down from my face.. Mr Needles sent all his faithful body builders in liquid form into my body to fight this battle of life and death. They stomped in one by one leaving me more painful than ever. Miss Nurse pulled Needles out and held onto the small tiny hole in case any of his body builders fall out of the red sea. Thankfully, Plaster darling helped ease the pain. I left the room teary and numbed in pain. That was the worst time of my life...

Told you, full of nonsense. Haha! But i made a boring injection incident so interesting. (Y) me!! :) Bought the forfeit stuffz after that but my hand was still aching. Couldn't even carry a bottle. I think she pierced my bone or something. Kuku. But, it's alright now! Phew..

PS./ Take care Aisyah :)

Scars and rough edges

2009-11-11T22:46:00.002+08:00

What is your heart like?
Did you protect it so well that it is perfect without scars?
Have you shared your love with anyone?
Learn to love and let go.

When you give away a piece of your heart to someone you love, the very next day the one you love gives it away and never to return that piece ever again.
Love hurts, it's true, but it's also endless. So don't give up, ever :)

Movements

2009-11-11T14:51:00.005+08:00

Hi i'm back homez and i'm wely happy! :)
Double yay yay!
First, i'm happy enuff i got into 3e3! Really. It was by the grace of God. Thank you Daddy. If you're wondering what i'm going to choose ( which i know no one bothers but i'll still write it ), it sure has to be chemistry and physics. At least, i don't have to get touchy touchy wiv the sheep's heart although it sounds fun. But, blood.. NAH! No way. No bloody bloody stuffz. I have my besties wiv moi :) Wely good wely good. Girl, i know you're pretty upset wiv your results. But, trust me, this isn't the end! You have way more years to buck up :) Don't let this little setback hinder your mindset to do even better next year and the following years! You know.. Actually i believe you can do it. You just need more practice and pay more attention and probably.. tuition! Yes! Mavis tutorial centre wely good. Haha! Ok la, at least for me it helps. Anytime you need a chat, im here! I hope you know who you are. Haha.

Second, went out with love today! :> Long time since we really chatted. Happy to the max k! I seriously cannot understand his words cuz they are really contradicting, you know. Trust me. You either laugh it away, like i do, or get really p. off. Haha! But, its cute. Hehe. Ate @ Macs and had to wait for 12. Very lame but in order to save moneh must wait. Finally had my strawburry milkshake! I kicked the chair and my leg very pain plusss super embarrasing. He kept making sarcastic remarks :< Took bus then home. :)

But im very sad also. I'm not in the same class as most of my closest and Sutrina! She very poor thing. Ownself there. But, i freaking cannot appeal for 3e2. Stupidddddddddddd. Praying she will appeal and come to my class. Hehe. Ava camp nexxxxt week! Omgomgomg. I'm super stressed out k. And uber scared. I've got this stupid phobia. Some stupid cheena lady just called me. Hmm i don't know what she talking. Was thinking if i should say im busy, or... idk la. But i just pressed the red button. Oh! K, i've got to get back to typing the games list and email it to P. But some games, i seriously don't know what are the instructions. Google baby, help! ):

BYE!

-Update-

Saw SB's blog! Haha! Ok la. I know hilarious. I totally forgot we were supposed to have black laces. Oops. When i was in the mrt, i was thinking if we were supposed to wear black or white laces while looking at my stupid looking shoes in the reflection. Then i remembered, we were supposed to wear black laces.. Omg! It was hell striking. Some people were talking. Haha! Confirm say, "Eh, why that girl wear white laces! Look damn retarded la!" Her friend replies, "Ya loh! Look like mad aunty!" Made these up myself but i know sure got something like this. Haha.

Oh! I forgot to wish James happy burstday on my blog. But i was the first to sms him. How good <: Hehehehehe. I've been colour coding the clothes i wear. Haha! Ytd i purposely chose everything pink to wear. Pink shirt, pink shorts, pink bra, pink boxers (or is it called boxshorts for girls. but i prefer calling it boxers. haha!) Today it was total coincidence. I'm wearing everything red. I just realised it when i stepped into the toilet. Cool uhz.

Btw,
Happy birthday Anjila!
We weren't that close in the past. See, i use the word THAT. Haha! But we were okay la :) Miss everytime you go gaga over the anime comics stuffz with the other girls. That time when i ask you for your birthday, you said, "11 November la! Must remember hor. 1111!" No wonder i remember your birthday so clearly. It was great meeting you girl. You probaby won't see this. Hah! But i will still have to wish you. Have an enjoyable birthday! :)

Lengthy post!!!
Remember to click below! PLEASE LA.

2009-11-10T18:06:00.004+08:00

Watch it! Cute to the max and very meaningful too. Don't try to be like others :)

First day of work was great today. Hehe! I was sorting out name cards, typing it onto excel sheet and filing it in WHILE tweeting, fb-ing, chatting on msn, smsing, eating, drinking and talking. Hah! Sorting out and filing was easy peasy. I don't like the typing part. Even though it sound hell easy but i never used that kind of computer before. The old, keyboard wiv mouse kind. Haha. But i luv the mouse click click sound and the keyboard typing sounds. I suspect i typed something wrong man. Howww. But i trust my skills la! Haha. Had to type with caps k! So twitter was flooded with my CAPS typings. Oops! However, nobudy was talking to me on im. 5 hours passed like zoomzoom! wely fast. While waiting for 5pm to come, played country story. Kuku la my crops. Anyhoo, it wasn't fun at all! Went home happily when it was 5. Hehe. Took 23 home. Great memories. Hiakhiak. At first, in the morning, i was thinking that today was going to be hell. Seriously. And i went only for the money. But now, i luv it. Because of the money also la.

Yayyyy. School tml nehhh. Im a wely happy kid <: I don't care about the streaming results already. The Lord is taking care of it :) And yes, i will be happy no matter what results i get. I want to get my milkshake tml. I will get it. I hope.. Oh! I'm listening to 'because you loved me' repeatedly and repeatedly. I like the lyrics :)

Ps/ You still don't get it? Remember i said i never want to hear you say that you're not good and all those shits? Never means never. K, i love you still :)

Melancholy feeling

2009-11-09T12:05:00.011+08:00

Happy 15th, ♥

Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
Thank you love,
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

Oh! I finished the borders of the puzzle. But sadly, it's super small. Promise i will not anyhow splurge money. It's 18.2 x 25.7cm. But there's 108 pieces. Which means 1 piece is about 20cents. Is it reasonable? Tag me :)

Having strawberry cake for breakfast now. I haven't collected my strawberry milkshake. Ugh. Stayed up to watch Chelsea vs Man utd. 1 - 0. Not quite saddening compared to last time. John terry scored. Tried to play GB with Jasmine but mine won't load. I give up! Haha.

I miss school, alot. I miss my friends even more and our classroom. Some people might think I'm crazy enough to miss school. But because we've all been waiting for it, streaming. Means new friends, new environment, more stress. But honestly speaking, i miss every one and every thing that we did together.

Firstly, our class motto :)
Miracles can happen if we, 2e5, don't give up!

Then a picture of my beloved class,

Our endless camwhoring,

Phone calls with this girl always cheers me up.

Class never bores with her behind me.

A very great friend i will surely miss. ):

Three of my beztest :)

I'd love to see your true colours again. I know you're very very nice :) Thank you.

The class jokers who always perks up the place :]

Ola my superbestie! Haha.

BFF (L)

Remember our most memorable one hour of waiting.
Endless sleeping & talking cheena lessons :b

Our memories..

Ps/ Remember to love/ hate my post! Haha!

Let the first shot be the last shot

2009-11-08T18:48:00.003+08:00

Basically, this is what i've done today. I couldn't link everything into proper paragraphs X:

Painted my nails purpleeee! But super light ):
Went to church today :)
Thank the Pastor so so much for his preaching on faith.
Celebrated Joanne & Sherrie's birthday @ church.
CWP!
Bought my jigsaw puzzle. Uber cute ^^ But expensive. Worth it worth it.
Goodluck to me on finishing the puzzle :)
Celebrating Sherrie's birthday tonight.
Praying that mama won't scold for my humongous expenditure on the jigsaw puzzle!
I hate hate hate mint to the max and Sherrie bought that as her cake.
Happy that no one said i look f.ugly with the bag. Hehe!
Wondering what's for dinner. Hmmmm. I WANT NICE FOOOOD!

Alas.
Happy birthday Sherrie!
Enjoy your 13th to the fullest. Please stop being so bad to me l:
Hope you'll be blessed with many good things! Continue to trust in God :)
God bless (L)

Ps/ Thank you so much, dear ♥

Love, the greatest gift of all

2009-11-07T12:32:00.003+08:00

Some decisions i make sometimes turn out wrong. I thought i would not have any things i would miss about it but was wrong. Maybe i was too stubborn to listen. Maybe the bad memories were more than the good ones. It was yesterday when i watched the video that i realised. Tears fell, but i was smiling throughout too. Actually, some were pretty nice and we had already built a good brother sister relationship. If you ask me would my life be different without them, the answer surely is yes. Every person, every one who have stepped into my life made a significant difference. Some bigger than the rest. But all of you have an impact on my life. Whatever you have done for me or said to me, i will bring it with me always. Thank you, i love you all.

& Yes, to the person who made a great impact on my life, thank you love :) Thank you for being such a great boyfriend when at times i've been such a bitch. Hehe ^^ I love you!

Ps/ Reply my message leh. Trying very very very hard not to be paranoid. But, got limit one k!

For better or worst

2009-11-06T14:50:00.002+08:00

Hello :)

Finished watching two great shows. Love guru and Just friends. Watching shows really help kill time. Haha. It seems like we haven't talk for a very long time, love. We will talk soon, right? Hope so..

And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there

For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

xoxo